Breath breath breath. Blink blink blink.
Show signs of life.
I am alive. I am not stressed. I am not governed by change. I fight against change. I mean I love change. I LOVE change. 1-2-3. I LOVE CHANGE!
In the midst of day 11 and counting and things are still being flipped and flopped including my stomach and hives. Why can't things be simple. Just don't make things complicated and I will be okay. I won't be mean, I won't be stressed, I won't be tense.
Great a night with the girls and maybe, just maybe after a few drinks they will recongnize me as the calm-cool-collected Reiner Lynn..... 1-2-3. Calm-Cool-Collected.
Far from it! I need a massage, a bathing suite, a facial appointment, a father-daughter song, rehearsal shoes, hair cut..........
AHHHHHH!!!! Change!
Breath, breath, breath. Blink, blink, blink.....
